John died today. No. No. Cancer killed my husband today. No, that sounds angry doesn’t it?
I will write more about this morning later but what I will say is this, I was holding John’s hand and turned to look out the window. What I saw was absolutely breathtaking. There was thick fog covering the foliage and the pond was so still. Fog like this is very rare. John brought San Francisco to New England and it was beautiful. A perfect gift and I am so thankful for that.